SoulOfTheDarkestHour

Its officially been a good two weeks since my bday. I know its late but im still really kinda sad. I mean I asked for one thing for my birthday and I didn't want anything else and what I got back from my mom was "well never be able to do that" and "so far you aren't getting anything for your bday" from my dad I got "well you can work for it" and "write me an essay of why you want that" I guess im just spoiled. that's what everyone says. im just spoiled rotten. no wonder I get called brat,b*tch,fat.ugly,stalker,fagget . I guess I really am those things... but it still doesn't make any sense...what did I ever do to you?

Im thinking about doing a Ask Abby thing but instead it will be Ask Shadow. I think id enjoy it but I don't know. Any suggestions?

I'm not here to cry. But if that's so , then let it be. I just wonder why I'm falling to my knees. I already know it will be alright. but I want to know how to stop these tears at night. I want to be who I have always dreamt of being me Cant you see that only I am running away from life Who do you expected me to be when all you do is lie I want to be the one who stays in time. But I know, that if I try I will see who I have always been inside.